And Arini jua..! ak mkin stress..and dsbbkn kshtn yg xmnentu..pkirn bcelaru..mslh yg nth kmne...rse cm nk lari ke 1 tmpt n cri ktengan...but ktmne?mcm mne? ALONE?haish mira oo mira...
sometme kn..time2 cmni la mmerlukn sseorg kwn..but pe nk bt..da besar lorh..msing2 ad komitmen sdri..da xbleyh nk hangout sgt mcm zmn skolah dlu....skolah dlu..sane sni jmpe yg same jugk...xde keje...duk lepak jep..skunk ny..msng2 da 21 kn..sooo....mmg x dan la nk lepaking sllu..hangout sllu...skunk ad yg da kwen..yg da tunang..yg nk kwen..so people has change..to mny commitment but itu xbmksd melupakn..too je...huhu....n supposedly as friends pn, kn phm right?hahaha !
and now pn..ak asyik nk kje..xnk duk umah sgt..better keje keje n keje je kn...cri duet utk mse depn...work harder so gnjrn pn more better...but as long xmelupakn yg maha esa...
#mudah2an dpermudahkn sglnye..

Assalammualaikum :)

Arini..wktu ny..ak kt tmpt kje..duk sibuk myiapkn keje..yg dulunya bsame sepupuku yg gile2...klo ak bosan.mgntok,pusing je..msty dye ade..bt lawak budus dye n memacm laaaa...
tp itu dlu..memori kn..
dn dlu jgk..ak ad sorang kwn baek..kwn yg amat baek..yg ak syg..yg ak angp mcm kluarga sdri..arini besday dye..dn tw x..bnde plg bangang ialah ble ak xdpt wish dye dgn tulus dn gembiranya.. kalo dye tw yg ak syg sahabat ak..kalau la dye thu sbnrnye dlm mara2 ak..ak wish dye..xtnjuk tp dlm aty.tuhan tw..
bley kn kalo ak wish kt cni..huhuhu..
''epy besday ina..epy besday..epy besday ! along doakn yg trbaek utk adeq...yg sgt trbaek..mudah2 an dpt kjr cita2 dn ubah sglnye..adeq da besar.da mtang.da bley pkir mne trbaek utk adeq....bsyukur sbb adeq dlhirkn...sbb...along dpt knl adeq..adeq pn bley bktykn kat org yg adeq bley bjye...ALONG SYG ADEQ..''
:) <3
haha!itu je kot..pendek but ikhlaz.,,xpela,,ak ok jer..ak syg seppu n adeq ak too,,bia la jd ap..kte org..air dcincang xkn ptus mcm too je kn..bia la tkdir yg tntukn ap akn jd dgn hbgn pshbtn dn kkluargaan ny...
kalau la mreka tw knp ak trse aty,knp ak sedeyh...tp xpe..xperlu tw da..bia la ap jd..ak ok dn sntiasa akn ok..insyaallah...
ak bsyukur gk sbb ap yg drncg dn yg dlkukn oleh mreka semua bjln dgn lancar...alhamdulillah..mudah2 an akn jd lbh baek dmse mndtg.amin.....

utk adeq aku..nurmardiana..nnty kite cri kje sesame..dn utk mak abah...jgnla mara2 lgi..along xnk hbgn kluarga kite renggang utk bnde yg remeh...kkdg org to xsedar salah silapnye..mcm kite jgk..mnusia biase kn...bkn dye terlupa tp ad bnde yg dlkuknnye..dn bkn jgk kite nk biadap tp kkdg prsaan mara mguasainya...hilg hormat,hilg rse syg..semuanya prasaan...kalo kite keras aty..sglnye xkn berakhir..pcyela..xkn berakhir...

along tw mak syg anak sdre mak..along tw abh syg dye jgk.kalo x..xkn la die sllu dmenangkn dlm mcm hal...dn along phm sbb along kakak..along kna bg contoh baek kn...heee..dn...along tw..sbb along pn angp dye mcm adeq along...along tw diana pn angp dye mcm kakak...sbb too kite bley duk serumah dn bgurau kn?? :)
cme kkdg msing2 ad hal sdri dn xdpt nk d elakkn dn pkra too trjdi dgn pntas...xpe..ckupla..ckupla stkat ny..along da xnk jd ppe..along akn diamkn diri je lpas nyh..andai tibe mse nye..semua akn jd elok..mgkin :)
same2 doa k..

pape pn..along syg semua..trllu syg.. ^^
semua pnting utk along..semuanya....
biala org nk ckp along cm budak2 ke.xmatang ke dlm hal2 cmni..along bia je...

Assalammualaikum :)

hmm..lately kn..fkirn rse xmenetu je..aty rse sayu sedeyh..nth..xtw la knp..rse xsedap aty je..rse tkot..
ckp pn merepek2 je.for me la..sbb kite rse kn..tp bile nk luahkn kt org rse xmmpu..sbb kite sdri cuber tnye aty kite knp?asl ad feeling mcm ni?? ap yg bley dckpkn..ap yg jd akn dtg da dtentukn..da dtakdirkn...
buruk baek kite xtw..kite mnusia mmpu mdoa tp xmmpu nk menolak tkdir..sbb kite bkn sape2 kn..
:) ..mudah2an dkhabarkn brite gmbira n kalo bkn pn kite redha.. :)
mcm merepek but itu prsaan..yg kite rse yg org laen xphm wlau kite cube crite dgn cre pape pn..kan?
huhu...
mudah2an dberi ptnjuk..amin ya robbal alamin
selamat mlm..
assalammualaikum..
12.30 a.m
17/09/13

assalammualaikum semua..

hmpir 5 bulan gk laa x update blog kn..lame giler okeyh!!huhu..n byk da yg jd kat ak..seriously...segala da berubah...mostly 99% kot..huhu
hmm..ap yg nk dcritakn k..
family?hmm..ok...sume da lengkap...n tmbh 1 lgi org kt rumah...iaitu sepupu ak...soo.adik da blik,sepupu yg gile2 pn ad..mak abah sume ad..alhamdulillah..lengkap sglnye.bsyukur yg tramat...mudah2 an hbngn kkluargaan ny akn jd lbh baek dn lbh sempurna..insyaallah :)

ni keluarga lengkap saya...raya taun ny..kuning :)

ini adik perempuan sya..-diana :)

ini baru saya :)

ini lah permata hidup saya..mak dan abah :)

dan yg trakhir..of course la sepupu gile2 sy :)))))

huhu!!ok..itu semua tentang keluarga syaaa...dn..ad lg 1 keluarga baru..

apy sgt knl dgn kluarga baru ny..huhu.!!!...

 

 

 

 

ini keluarga baru saya.sy juz bdoa yg trbaek utk semua...mudah2an hbgn kkluargaan ni pn akn kekal smpai bile2... :) ...

da! ni je entry kali ny..xbyk sgt nk tulis sbb xde idea pn..huhu..maybe next time cter laen plk ek.. :)

daaa...assalammualaikum :)

lame da xupdate blog kn..actually there have a lot of story want to share but mse too xde...
hmm..almost 4 month im try to be more strong n think positively and on forwards k.
aku xsuke mara2 org...xsenang nk bnci org but bile ad org bt ak mara or bengang.itu mmg ak xdpt kawal..ak bkn jnis yg tllu ksiankn org n bile org ngis ak akn lmbut aty..nop k...bile ak da xsuke..ko ngis cmne pn ak ttp xsuke..that was me k...
ak ad kwn...n ak mmg suke sgt bkwn dgn sume org sbb to org yg btol2 ad jdoh ngn ak kna phm ak bnde nyh...tp bile ak bkwn..xderla smpai nk TUNANG or KAWEN kn..think la k...ak bru 21 then ak ad byk bnde yg xbt lg n ak msh blm mmpu jd kuat utk lupakn ex ak..so ko mmg xberhak utk ckp yg ko nk gantikn tempt die dlm aty ak...ko xberhak k..sbb ak xpnh angp ko lbh dri seorg kwn...ak ny wlaupn cmni tp bile ak btol2 cnte,ak akn btol2...cme ak xpndai nk jg aty org yg ak cnte mybe dn ito mnybbkn sala phm dn xkekal lme...tp xpe...ak ok lgi :) ...
niat ak xnk bnci ko sahabt...tp ko bt kptsan tnpe bncg dgn ak...ko xpkir diri ak..ko ingt ko mmpu utk bhgiakn ak..ak xnk sakitkn aty ko..tp ko da bt aty ak sakit..ko xpkir ap akn jd ke??bt kptsan tnp bncg but fmly ko da tw???mnjatuhkn maruah ak gk tw...
sbb jdinye ini..ak bnci diri ko..ak bnci lagu2 yg ko bagi..ak xnk tgok muke ko..ak ase geram...
maafkn ak ,tp ak xmmpu jd kwn ko lg..mgkn..sbb ak xnk bg harapan yg tinggi utk ko lg shabat....
ak hrp ko akn jmpe org yg lbh baek dari ak..yg mmpu bhgiakn ko dn bt ko trsenyum n yg plg pntg trime ko seadanya...ak xbleyh sbb ak xde sikit pn prsaan mlaenkn prsaan sygkn ko sbgai kwn je....simpn segalanya utk org yg bnr2 djdikn utk ko nnty k....

kkdg ak ase dsbbkn prsaan ni dn sgle sttus ak yg melulu too..org2 yg pnh bdampingn dgn ak sala phm dn trus buang ak dri idup dye..nmpk x byknye slaa phm dsbbkn ko seorg sahabat...

*ak sygkn memori ak....tp ak xmmpu hdup dlm memori itu lg..ak akn keluar mncri idup bru....bt org2 yg pnh hadir dlm hdup ak..trima kasih k sbb ajr ak erti sbnr hdup dn jdikn ak lbh matang.... :) *

Same bed, but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio, but it don’t sound the same
When our friends talk about you all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name
It all just sound like uh, uh, uh

Chorus:
Hmmm too young, to dumb to realize
That I should've bought you flowers and held your hand
Should've given you all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she’s dancing with another man.

Uh, My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I'll never, never get to clean up the mess I made, ohh
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes
It all just sounds like uh, uh, uh, uh

Chorus:
Hmm, Too young, to dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have given all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she’s dancing with another man.

Although it hurts I’ll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I’m probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds yours hand
Give you all his hours, when he has the chance
Take you to every party cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should've done when I was your man
Do all the things I should've done when I was your man

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bruno_mars/

jgn memberi hrpn kalau aty kite xsudi mnerima insan lain..jgn permainkn atrynye yg suci demi cnte plsu kite yg xsmpai kmne....btindak jujur dlm segala perihal..itu lbh baek dri cube mjga aty nye dn akhirnya ia trpkse dhancurkn juga...hati ni kkdg mcm kertas....sekali remuk,xkn dpt dipulihkn kpda aslnye...kalo da koyak..tampal cmne pn ia akn nmpk bruk dn ad cacat celanya...

sy xsuke org luahkn prsaan kt sy bile aty sy xmmpu trime sesiapa pn..sy xmmpu mnjauhkn diri,xmmpu mlukakn aty...ap yg boley sy ktakn...MAAF...SAYA TAK MAHU BERCINTA LAGI...wktunye blm smpai lgi..jgn tggu sbb ia xkn mbhgiakn sbliknye melukakn....bile sy target awk sbgai KAWAN...mgkn selamanya KITE HANYA MAMPU JADI KAWAN EVEN SY BYK KWN LELAKI...SY SUKE KWN DGN LELAKI....SY BGELAK TAWA DGN LELAKI...tp HANYA 1 LELAKI YG BERHAK UTK ATI INI DAN SEJUJURNYA TIADA LAGI LELAKI YG BERHAK UNTUK DUDK DALAM ATI NI...org yg benar2 knl dgn sy yg tw siapa sy,mcm ne prgai sy...dn 1...lelaki yg TAK TAHU MENGHARGAI HNYA PANDAI MENUDUH,SUSAH MEMPERCAYAI SEDANGKAN IANYA TIADA BUKTI...TIDAK DILIHAT DENGAN MATA SENDIRI :) PEREMPUAN YG BENAR TAK KAN TAKUT DITUDUH...BIARKN SEGALA TUDUHAN KERANA DIA TAHU DIA BENAR... :)

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21st besday!

arini! balik keje da pkul 10...blik2 tukar bju p siap2 sbb nk p besday kwn yg ke 21...!huhhu!yeh..kmi sebaya...45 mnit cri jln sbb sesat..pdhal xjauh pn...sabar jelaaa..jmpe kwn2 skola..ia ohsem!huhu..rndu mreka sgt3!!!!...... then borak2..talking..gosip2..sharing2..huhu...

21st besday!

smpai sne..kite duk diam tgok kwn2 gmbira..then ade 1 hamba allah tnye kt kite...''knp ko nmpk sedeyh???mse besday ko yg ke 21 xmcm ni ke??ko sedeyh ek ingt blik??''

tibe2...1 titisan mutiara jatuh tp ak cepat2 lap n senyum n jwb.. ''ak ok''

pdahal sbnrnye xpn..ak sedeyh..ye mmg sedeyh..tp bsyukur ak ad msih ad allah,ada keluarga dn ade kwn2..

ak rse,xsempt pn arijdi ak yg ke 21 ak da sedeyh..ingt lg..

mse too 08.1.13.... dye ilangkn diri... 10.01.13 dye msj...ak ny bkn ape2...mcm xde bf kn :)

mgkn btol..ak xpndai jg atau sbb dye yg xpnh nmpk keikhlasn ak...tp xpe..mgkn smpai ctu je jdohnye...dri 11.01.13 hnggala...........................................................saat 13.1.13..trikh baek sgt..ak hrpkn lbih..ak hrpkn dye hadir..tp ak hampa...ak sdri lgi..dn trus sdri smpai skunk ni...bg ak.,..dye mmg mlmpau..sgt mlmpau....!ak geram tp ak syg!argh!sedeyh..rse nk meraung sgt3!!kwn2 mmg rmai yg wish..bt besday surprise utk ak...tp ad 1 lg hamba allah tnye..''mira,knp sedeyh?ptt mira apy sbb mira dberi peluang hdup lg...da alang2 kat selayang,mne bf mira..ajakla sekali..''..dn skli lg ak hnye mmpu trsenyum dn ckp ''dye bz..xpelaa.... :) ''..aty ak sbnrnye menangis hiba...bygkn prsaan sedeyh yg xmmpu dluahkn dn than sedalam2nya...prsaan too mcm mncucuk2 diri nyh...tp ak diamkn lg...ak xmrah skit pn dgn ap yg trjdi...sbb ak xpnh myesl kenal dye...k xpe...mgkn hkmahnye lg besar kn...dn sjujurnye ak ad mghrpkn dye kmbli...sbb ak msih xmmpu lg lupakn dye..shngga ad hmba allah yg sllu mnceriakn hdup ak..tp sikit pn prsaan too xmmpu diubah..ia trse sperti biasa...mgkn blm tibe mse lg kn :) .. mak ckp,jgn maenkn prsaan org..xbaek...nnti tuhan bls blik..kite yg ssh..bt baek kt org,org bt baek kt kite..skunk da msuk 3 buln,ak bkn xnk mnunggu tp ak xnmpk skit pn sinar utk bsme kmbli...ak cube elakkn prsaan yg melonjak2 saat trbce perihal dri dye..ak buang prsaan yg tramat gmbira saat dye btnye kbr dn mgtkn rndu darinya...ak cube tepis sbb ak xnk akhirnya ak trluka lg...ak xnk crite ini kelam dlm dunia ak sdri...so,ak bt kptsan utk truskn idup tnpe sedikit pn hrpn yg tggi utk die kmbli kt ak...ak mmpu dn ak pcye pda diri ak.... dn ak bpegang dgn kate2 smgt dari mak abah n kwn2...ak pcye akn ad kbhgiaan lbh bmkne dri skrg nyh..bru 21..imsyaallah.ak mnntikn hadirnya waktu itu...doakan aku temui yg lbh baek dn jikalau trsurat dye jodohku,ak trima dn jika bukn msti ada sesuatu yg lbh indah yg xdpt ak gmbarkn lgiii....insyaallah..amin :)

lme da xupdate blog kn :)

rndu nk taip pnjgggggggggggggg2 n luahkn sumenyer...

dlu bykla cite yg nk dcritakn..

skunk xde daa....apy pn x..sedeyh pn x..KOSONG KOSONG KOSONG!

huhuhu!!!

hmmm...da 3 buln mnyingle kn diri..time 4 tutup buku lame n bukak buru bru la asenye...

ase mmg awal..tp xperlu nk mnunggu n menaruh hrpn lg kn..

sbb ia xkn trjdi..org ckp jgn tllu bhrp kasih yg xkunjung tiba..cewahhh!huhu

someday,maybe ak akn btol2 tutp cter lme...

maybe ilang trus dri org2 yg pnh ak syg..

bile bnde too da jd,aty da keras.mgkn ak xkn ad lg prsaan haru biru lg..

hrp sgt 1 ary nnty ak mmpi jd cmtooo...

siyes da xnk fkir lg...da xnk mghrp ppe lgi..

segalanya da hancusss...tamat suda...

da penat mnunggu bulan jatuh...

bia laa ap nk jd lpas nyh..

andai d izinkn tuhan..mgkn tkdir itu brubh,,.

kalo x,,,ap yg ak hrpkn ak bt...too jer :)

bile dfikirkn satu2 kisah ak..obviously its nothing...

even ak cube ia ttp akn jd nothing yg bley dbanggakn...

hmm...awak awak awak..sy da penat...sy penat sgtt...

penat jg aty org,prsaan org..

da xde hrpn ppe lggg...

tuhan! tolong bgi ak kekuatan..bantulah hambamu ini mncri jalan agr bebas dri sgle belenggu mslah...kuatkn aty ak ny ya allah agr ak mmpu pergi jauh tnpa sedikit pn berpaling mncri setitik kaseh dri org yg xpnh hrgai..amin :)

ak pcye ak mmpu..bile tiba mse nnty...

-to be continued :D-

perkenalan too mmg indah..pcntaan itu mmg lumrah..ppisahan itu mmg pasti...
itu je yg bleyh ak ckp... :) stiap pknln jgn disesalkn...stiap kenangn jgn padamkn..sbb to sume yg akn bt kite sntiasa ingt akn org yg pnh hdir dlm hidup kite wlpn skjp...
jgn salahkn sesame sndri bile dye or kite sdri yg bwk diri...dbali kjdian ad sinar yg akn trjdi tnpe kite ktahu..pjlnn hdup ny xsejauh mne...kite hdup kite mati,kite bcnta kite bpisah..kite ad kite xde...itu biase n kite mmg kna kna bljr dgn sume bnde tooo...
prmpuan..klo dye mrh cm ne pn,,kalo dye mmpu bsbr dgn kerenah seorg llki yg mykitinya mmg sgt trbaek dn psti kental hatinya...cm to jgk dgn llki yg sgup bsbr dn xpnh ptus kasihnye wlpn tw org yg dsyginya curg dblkgkn...dlm hal cmni kn..kkdg kite xbley nk trus slhkn sesiapa... :)
kdg2 prmpuan dye mra,tp dye senyum....dye kcewa dye sedeyh tp dye xmrh dye xbgtw...sjujurnya kdg2 memendam prsaan too sakit...perit tp kdg2 itula jln trbaek kn.. :)

UNTUKMU SYG :) BILA RASAKU INI RASAMU

kau mau ap pasti kan ku bri..kau minta ap akn kuturuti

wlau harus aku tlelah dan letih...

tpi demi kamu SAYANG

aku xakn bhenti...menemani dan myayangimu...

hgga mthari xterbit lgi bahkan bila aku mati

ku kn bdoa pda illahi tuk satukan kami

dsyurga nanti :)

tahukah kmu apa yg ku minta dsetiap doa sepanjang hariku

tuhan tolong ak

TOLONG JAGA DIA

TUHAN AKU SYG DIA

tuhan tolong ak

juga jga dia

tuhan ku pun

SAYANG DIAAAA

aku mmg tlanjur mncintaimu

dn xpnah ku SESALI itu

seluruh jiwa telh kuserahkn

mgenggam janji setiamu

ku mohon jgn jdikn sume ini

alasan kau myakitiku

meskipun cntamu xhnya utkku

tpi cobalah sejenak mgerti

bila rasaku ini rasamu...sanggupkah engkau menahan 

sakitnya terkhianati cnta yg kau jga

cuba bygkn kmbli...btpa hancurnya ati ini kasih

semua telah terjadi....

sakit mmg sakit bile kite mncintai tnpe dcntai dn jga dcintai tnpe mncintai..nmun itu lumrah hdup..allah jadikn prsaan mnusia itu adil...bkasih syg..mnjga dn djga..dn kdg2 msti kite akn pkir..dia ad pkir kite x?dia xrndu kite ke and soooo on knnn????.tipu sgt kalo kite xnk org yg kite syg kmbli kt diri kite...dn sgt tipu kalo aku xde lgsung stalker fb dye..kdg2 xtnjuk tp bnde itu mmg jdi...kite akn btemu mcm2 org n mcm2 pasgn hnggalh kite btemu yg sbnr2nya utk kite.dri ctu kite bljr cre mgenali dn mjga aty seseorg insan yg kite syg dn cntai....sume org bahkn aku pun nk cnta yg sntiasa kekal hgga akhir hayat..dgn siapa?itu xthu sbb ak sdri xpasty sbb kalo ak tllu pasti ia akn myakitkan aty kite sdri kn?mncntai akhirnya dia bkn utk kite...drpda bcnta kite bljr erti setia,erti ap itu prsaan syg cnta dsygi dn myayangi..org yg tglkn kite bkn jht tpi sbnrnyer dia lbh baek sbb ajr kite erti cnta dn ketabahan....mnusia kna bljr erti ppisahan sbb bnde yg dtg akn pergi...klo bkn ddunia tp diakhirat..mati itu pasti kn....dan itu pn akn btkn kite bpisahkn...bljrla mgnal ap erti ppisahn spya hdup kite yg mndtg akn btkn kite phami ap itu perpisahan meskipun smntra dn abadi...cnta too bkn pksaan,bkn jgk permainan....cnta itu prsaan yg akn ad dlm stiap diri mnusia tnpa kite mntk pn dia akn hadir....pejam mate bdoa pada allah supaya dpertemukn dgn insan yg sebaeknya yg tlh djadikn utk kite...

bru blk dri ppum...hanta brg kat mak..dri pagi tggu ptg bru mak boleh masuk wad....esok akn ad 1 pembedahan kat ppum...ya allah..kau permudahkanlah segalanya..semoga mak tenang menghadapinya.....tgok muke mak td ase sedeyh sgt...tp senyumn mak tooo xubh sprti xde pape yg akn blku..aku tw mak tkot esk....tp xpe...ak abah adik2 ade utk mak..selalu doakn mak...insyaallah semuanya akn ok esk.....kawan2..doakn mak sy ek...smga sglnye bjln lancar dan xde cacat celanya....
mlm ny xkn dpt tido lena memikirkn mak....esk nk cpt2 pegi ppum n tggu mak...

me n my mom <3

waktunye semakin hampr da ntrus hampir...cemburu btol waktoo kan smpai xbg kite pluang utk mersai segalanya...esk...mak akn dimasukkan ke hspitl...dan 31 aribulan mak akn memulakan operation...sgt tkot...ak hrp tuhan permudahkn segalanya n hrp semuanya bjalan dgn lancar....amin ya robbal alamin.. saat ni ak ade allah utk memohon ptolongan dn bdoa agr semuanya baek2 je...

pe'el mak abah n aku! :D

huhu!!ok entry arini juz nk cter pasal fmly ak yg happening.....
happy sehappynye ak ble mak ad kt rumh arini,abh wlpn duk sibuk lyn bola p bile ak n mak kacau ttp lynkn gk..hollehhhhh!huhu..adeq ak plk xhbz2...

''kak ya,ape itu munfansil n mumfansil?,

''kak ya,ap beza visi n misi?''

''kak ya,arab ny ssh laaa....''

''kak ya,ajr aiman bla bla bla''

dan ak pn pantas mnjwb...

aiman oi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

munfansil tooo bla bla bla

mumfansil pn bla bla bla

arab xssh klo bljr (sbnrnye ak pn bkn thu sgt...skdr ajr pe yg thu...*thu la sgt*

ase rugi plk xbwk blik kmus arab yg ttgl kt klj too..aishhh)

ok..aiman!mari kite mulakan 1 persatu....first,bln islam n buln january xsame,xsemestinya bulan january akn jd bulan muharram dlm kalender islam n bla bla bla lg...

smpailaaaaaaaaaa

*warghhhhhhhh.......(aiman menguap)

n ak...

ketepek!hambik..ak ajr ko mguap kn..tmpa thu laaa..

ok!fokus blik....

kembali mgjr sprty biasa...smpai ak da pening n dye pn da mula fhm *kot..hope so

tetibe!

mak:alonggggggggggggggggggg

ak:ye mak..awaitnya?pasai pa duk triak2 nme along ny..

mak:cmne org tw ko single?

ak:facebook ma..sume thu..bkn heboh p ubh relationship je...await?mak nk fb?

mak:xnk ah...nk btpe...bkn bley chat dgn sape2

ak:abah ade kn....t chat la dgn abh..klo mak gaduh ngn abah,abh kn sllu mjuk kt blik blkg n sllu je bwk hp sony dye too n onlne gna hp dlm blik snyap2...

mak:jdi?

ak:chat la dgn abh..pjuk abh gna fb je..jimat kdit...

mak:hahaahah!! (mak ktwe mcm halilintar yg kuat n xrety bhenty smpaila abah mnjerit)

abah:diam ah!mmkak..kacau jeee nk tgok bola pn xbleyh..

ak:ok bapak! cmni mak...kalo mak mjuk n gado ngn abh...anta cmni kt abah '' abg,bla bla bla

mak:hahaah! *ketawa lg dn trus ktwa n trus kluar dri blik ak*

dlm haty *salah ke pe ak ckp,,bruk sgt ke idea too??? confius2...aish..kowank xphm?k xpe..abaikn

todays entry!hahaha!
entry arini xpntg sgt pun...sesaje coz bosan thp cipan mlnde....
hmm...arini kje asyik dgr lgu,mbuang mse,borak dgn mak gelk dgn mak.criter mslh sumelah dgn mak..huhuhu....im getting better i guest.huhu...bile psg lgu je msty muncul lgu2 sedeyh..bnci so pe yg perlu dbuat ialah..plih lgu yg hardcore bru sjiwa...aty kering maaa.....dgr lgu sedeyh xdpt pe....skunk mood juz nk dgr lgu2 yg bleyh bt ak pkir bnde laen..huhuh....serbut kple nyh bile dgr lgu
1-sudah cukup sudah
2-rapuh
3-tak kan kulepaskn
4-tuhan jagakan dia...
lpaz nyh lgu pe plk
aish...oh my!skunk ny bru trsedar yg dlm lap ak nyh pnuh lgu brunsur cmni jep..huhuhu...slme nyh mgkn bley msuk..skunk sikit2 laa kot..huhuhu...
actually nk ckp!tengssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss a lot!
to my mom!yg brusaha bt ak gelak n happy......a lot of advice ..biase la..mak pnh mude..msty mak  lbh thu asam garam khdupn....
huhuhu..mak ckp,skunk along bljr btol2 jep..ak plk ckp...mak,nnty bile along nk kwen,along xnk kapel lame2 tw...bile da ase serasi trus kwen...bru ohsem..nk knl aty budi lpaz kwen lbh baek kan....mse too nk bcnte mcm org gile pn xpe kot..xsala da..YG HALAL  bg kite. :)
bile da ttulis dia jodoh kite,xde spe dpt halang,sejauh mne kite cri,sejauh mne kite kejar,kite tglkn ia dtg...sbb dia da dtkdirkn utk kite... :) kalo kite ad usaha xkn ad bnde yg xkn mbuahkn hasilnye... :)

kkdg jeles tgok org yg kwen awal,bce blog2 yg bcnte lpas kwen...xpe..bile tibe mse kite,kite akn thu bhgianye.. :) insyaallah..bdoa yg trbaek dn smga jdoh yg akn dtemui mmpu mgjr dn mbimbing kite ke jln yg lbh baek, jgn mncri kesempurnaan nye sbliknye same2 la kite mgejar ksempurnaan...

kite berdoa kpda yg maha esa smga dianugerahkn permata yg mmpu myinari hdup kite,jgn simpnkn dendam sbb bnde to xkmne sebaiknye bdoa yg trbaek kpda yg pnh mnyintai dn dcntai olh kite sbb dia mgjr kite tntg ati dn jdikn kite mnusia yg tabah dn sntiasa ingtkn allah :) maha pencipta 

skunk tepat pkul 3.30 pg..huhu..jari2 ny xbhenty nk menaip entry bru yg nth ppe...dsbbkn xde teman nk bcrita n dkongsikn..so jari2 nyh lju menaip kt cni..menaip dan trus taip ap yg drse tnpe pkir pe yg nk cube dluahkn..ap yg trsirat sume nye dkeluarkn tnpe henty....satu persatu huruf dtaip dgn pnuh cermat smbl dgr lgu yg sgt sesuai utk ddgr kt laptop pmberian abah ny,smbl too jgk otak ligat brfungsi tgn lju mnaip sgle2 nye..slme ak hdup sgtssh ak nk critakn semua mslh dgn org evn dgn org yg plg rpt sdri...mcm ak ckp (bile ek ak ckp),org knl ak,tp org xthu crite ak,,a lot of story mory yg ak pendamkn even dgn EXBF ak sdri...mslah dmi msalah ak ketepikn,ak diamkn utk jg aty sume pihak..tp knp ek?dowank xpnh pkir sblm bt kptsn...sng pergi sng bg alsan...ad tnye knp ak cmni?knp ak xlyn,knp ak sbuk,knp ak byk bsbr?xde kn? ap yg tlintas ialah..ak suke bt hal sdri dn jln trakhirnya adlh PUTUS...hbz crite..hbz mslh..so,u came give a great happiness,a great memories then leave without any reason that can i accept as a pyebb perlunye kite putus...mslh yg ak dpt tllu byk tmbh dgn 1 mslh yg mmg sng nk selesaikn tp xdselesaikn dgn cre btol...ak diam jep,ak sbr jep,sgt kuat aty nyh sbb mmpu bsbr dgn KAU! n sedikit pn xpnh ak critakn 1 bnde yg mguris aty ak slme ak dgn ko..ap yg ak tggung slme ny utk jg aty kau n sume org skliling ak..pnh ko pkir knp ak mmpu sbr dgn ko?pnh ko pkir knp ak diamkn dri ble ko bt hal dgn ak?ble ko pkir knp ak jrg mrh ko?pnh ko pkir knp ak xsuke cri psl dgn ko?pnh ko pkir n thu? ko tw x,slme ak dgn ko,ak jg sumenyer..adab ak,ak jauhkn diri dri sume org yg bley mruntuhkn hbgn ak n ko.ary2 ak mngis tp bkn sbb ko tp sbb sgle mslh yg mnjd bbanan dlm hdup ak yg ak xmmpu criter kt ko weyh..ak col ko,ak msj ko.sbb ak nk ko thu yg ak xpnh lupakn ko,ak perlukn ko..tp ko ..knp weyh bt cmni?sebz ak,curang xde dlm kamus hdup ak..sjht2 ak,ak xpnh trpkir psg sesape kt blkg ko.sebz ak,ingtn ak utk ko xpnh ilng.klo ko syg ak msty ko phm ak,msty ko thu ak ingtkn ko..ko thu x ble ko ajk jmpe,ak ase apy bgai nk gile..tp skunk ak ase ak mcm syok sdri,mcm sume yg ak cube bt utk ko xde ppe...ak mmg bkn yg trbaek utk ko...ak sedar dn sntiasa sedar...ak thu ko ad sbb sdri knp ko bt ak cmni...ak da bley trime segalnya scre plhn2...alk cube nk pdam ko dlm ingtn ak,,ak cube weyh,ak xmntk pn jd cmni..ak xmntk utk trus ingtkn ko tp mgkn ak xmmpu lupakn sepenuhnye lg..kdg2 kn,ak ckp ak ok..pdhal x..ak nk ckp yg ak perlukn ko lg.tp ak tw too sume xbmkne da...da xde bg ppe kesan..tipu klo ak ckp,ak xtggu msj n col ko..tp xpe,ak xhrpkn yg tggi sbb ak thu to xkn tjdi kn?huhu.kdg2 trmenung ingt ko,mcm2 bnde weyh..xperla...trse bodoh plk ingtkn org yg xingtkn ak.hahaha!.1 je..ak sntiasa doakn yg trbaek utk ko,dgn siapa ko hdup,ak doakn k...jga dia elok2 weyh..dia da ckup baek utk ko..itu ak thu..sbb dye mmpu gnty kn dri ak...ko tlg jgn maen2kn dye ye...jg dye,syg dn cntekn dye stulus aty ko weyh..sudah2 la dgn prgai lme ko..mulakn hdup yg lbh baek dgn plihn kau yg trakhir too...ak hrp ko mmpu gmbira dn ktwe mcm ak knl kau dlu..ak syg ko dn ttp syg ko,ak xtnjuk tp tuhan to thu.ak xpnh doakn yg bruk2 utk ko..ape pn jd to da ktentuan illahi,doakn ak dpt yg trbaek ye...tengs bg ak pluang utk hdup dgn ko...mse too da mgjr ak knl spe ko...H jd dri elok2...assalammualaikum :)

epy besday mieya :)

epy besday too me!!hahaha!wahhh!sy da 21 laaaaa......aaaaa.....da bley kwen kn kn kn kn??nk kwen laaa cmni...t lmbt2 xde org nk..hahaah! (mcm skunk ad yg nk kn...nk suh mak crikn jdoh...bcnta lpz kwen pn ok..hahaha..gatal jp)..
ok ok ok!sudah berangan...
alhamdulillh..syukur kpda mu ya allah kerana kau memberi hambamu ini pluang utk trus hdup di bumi yg telh kau sediakn utk semua makhluk yg kau ciptakn...21 thun hdup byk bnde da bljr....bsyukur sgt dberi pluang utk mliht dunia yg pnuh dgn dugaan cabaran,gembira dan tawa,kasih syg,persahabatan n semuanya...alhamdulillah :)
tengs to mak abah yg wish besday kite aritoo..syg mereka sgt3!!!trima kaseh sbb da sush2 lahirkn along,kandungkn along dn biarkn along hidup dlm dunia ny bersma mak abah yg sgt along sygi...
 kwn2 trima kash sbb wish besday kite..syg kowank sume..smga kite dbri umur yg pnjg ye...n apy2 sllu..tengs bt surprise,bt kek yg sedap too n makn sesame..n ad yg ajk keluar..tengs apy2kn ary2 kite....kite terharu sgt....xtw nk ckp pe da..huhuhu! pada yg bg hadiah!sgt3 trima kaseh..(xsgke da tua dpt lg..hahaha!truskn bg ye..lalalalala)...

see!kite da besar! im 21!

trngs mak abah :)

tengs kawan2 <3

ocs member.. :)

tengs adeq bwk akk jln2 spnjg 13/1 :)

ok..arini mule diari baru..uhx!few more days and then im gonna be 21!!argh!so freaking freak!im become more old kayh..later people will never col me as ADEQ MIA ...im pretty sure i will get many new name soon.haha!orait..for my 21st bufday..hmmm..what i would like to hve?hmm...firstly nothing secondly also nothing and it will always be nothing...
guess y?coz nothing in my life that i can label as perfect and for this year, will be a sadness bufday for me, already lost  my truly stronger,my truly person that i never expect HE was the person that always make me smile even though his not around.but yah.takdir and tuhan yg maha esa,sgle ktentuan dtntukn..people always merancang but the only one will decided...we can plan but not all the plan will be succeed! (ceewah.speaking taw pdahal ayat..jahanammm...bio jela kn,.,teman nk bljor je..sala to abaikn aw aw aw)
k...the truly is AKU SEDEYH.hahaha,,ok too jep...ni ke bukti nye ek? (dia je phm)..mnunggu dn akhirnye sendri too prit tw...gmbira dn tnpe mliht wjhnye ia btukr jd duka...mnusia xsumenye smpurna... org sllu kte lbh baek dcntai dri mnyintaikn...sbb kite pn akn bljr mnyintai org yg mncntai kite drpd kite myayangi org pdhl org too xpndg kite pn..but smetime,bile kte dcntai dn kite cube mncntai dn same2 mnctai,org yg mnctai kite gmbira kite mncntainye ttpi sedar yg kite bkn utknye stlh kite sgt mncntainye..pegi dgn alsn sdgkn kite trpingga mncri kslhn..siyes perit..tp bile da trbiasa, knp setitis airmte xmglir pdhl jauh dsudut aty kite sgt sedeyh...? mnnti akhirnye mrana...mngis tnpa airmta..senyum wlpn sbnrnye dhaty tramat duka...ktabahn aty seorg prempuan xdpt dgmbrkn....mrka mmpu sorok d mte org laen tp tidk dmte org yg bnar2 mgnlinya. :)

mslah xpnh ilng dlm khdupn harian mnusia kn,....satu persatu mslh....kkdg bile dpkirkn blik,mslah too yg akn jd kkuatan utk dri kite sbb kite thu mne yg trbaek utk dri kite dn tuhan xkn bg mslah klo kite xmmpu hdpi..kn????
knp bile kite mmerlukn seseorg,dia xde utk kite..kdg2 kite col kite msj bkn kite sgje..tpi kite perlukn dye...sgt perlukn dye.....kite perlukn dye utk critakn sglnyer....bcnta bkn utk wkto gmbira je..kdg2 dsaat duke kite perlukn dye....kte org,bile ad mslh crite...yup..tp kite perlukn org yg ssuai gk kn...xperlu nk crite kt sume org mcm nk tagih simpati knnnn.......ak xmntk ppe laaa....juz kkdg saat mmerlukn ak bhrp dye ade....jgn salahkn ak klo ak xcntact dye..ak xpnh lupe skli pn...cma kkdg ak nk ikot flow dye...dn kdg2 ak ikot flow ak...ak xnk dgr pktaan yg kurng myenangkn dri dye..ak excited ble dye lgu "JIKA DIBERIKAN KU 1 PELUANG'' bbnyi kt hp sbb to tndenyer dye yg msj....ak exctd dye col...ak exctd nk ckp borak dgn dye...wlpn da knl bthun lmenyer..xde ilgnye prsaan tooo...kkdg aty ni sakit,ak prsan klo dye tlepas ckp,tp ak diamkn je..ak prsan sumenyer tp ak diamkn aj...ak xnk cri point nk gduh pun....ak tw prgai dye mcm ner..dn sbb too laaa ak mlz nk gduh...byk bnde yg ak xluahkn lg dn itu smmgnyer xbleyh dcatatkn dsni..ary2 ak bdoa agr tuhan kuatkn aty ny..kentalkn jiwa nyh supya ak mmpu lalui ary2 ny dgn baek......insyaallah...