bru blk dri ppum...hanta brg kat mak..dri pagi tggu ptg bru mak boleh masuk wad....esok akn ad 1 pembedahan kat ppum...ya allah..kau permudahkanlah segalanya..semoga mak tenang menghadapinya.....tgok muke mak td ase sedeyh sgt...tp senyumn mak tooo xubh sprti xde pape yg akn blku..aku tw mak tkot esk....tp xpe...ak abah adik2 ade utk mak..selalu doakn mak...insyaallah semuanya akn ok esk.....kawan2..doakn mak sy ek...smga sglnye bjln lancar dan xde cacat celanya....
mlm ny xkn dpt tido lena memikirkn mak....esk nk cpt2 pegi ppum n tggu mak...

me n my mom <3

waktunye semakin hampr da ntrus hampir...cemburu btol waktoo kan smpai xbg kite pluang utk mersai segalanya...esk...mak akn dimasukkan ke hspitl...dan 31 aribulan mak akn memulakan operation...sgt tkot...ak hrp tuhan permudahkn segalanya n hrp semuanya bjalan dgn lancar....amin ya robbal alamin.. saat ni ak ade allah utk memohon ptolongan dn bdoa agr semuanya baek2 je...

pe'el mak abah n aku! :D

huhu!!ok entry arini juz nk cter pasal fmly ak yg happening.....
happy sehappynye ak ble mak ad kt rumh arini,abh wlpn duk sibuk lyn bola p bile ak n mak kacau ttp lynkn gk..hollehhhhh!huhu..adeq ak plk xhbz2...

''kak ya,ape itu munfansil n mumfansil?,

''kak ya,ap beza visi n misi?''

''kak ya,arab ny ssh laaa....''

''kak ya,ajr aiman bla bla bla''

dan ak pn pantas mnjwb...

aiman oi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

munfansil tooo bla bla bla

mumfansil pn bla bla bla

arab xssh klo bljr (sbnrnye ak pn bkn thu sgt...skdr ajr pe yg thu...*thu la sgt*

ase rugi plk xbwk blik kmus arab yg ttgl kt klj too..aishhh)

ok..aiman!mari kite mulakan 1 persatu....first,bln islam n buln january xsame,xsemestinya bulan january akn jd bulan muharram dlm kalender islam n bla bla bla lg...

smpailaaaaaaaaaa

*warghhhhhhhh.......(aiman menguap)

n ak...

ketepek!hambik..ak ajr ko mguap kn..tmpa thu laaa..

ok!fokus blik....

kembali mgjr sprty biasa...smpai ak da pening n dye pn da mula fhm *kot..hope so

tetibe!

mak:alonggggggggggggggggggg

ak:ye mak..awaitnya?pasai pa duk triak2 nme along ny..

mak:cmne org tw ko single?

ak:facebook ma..sume thu..bkn heboh p ubh relationship je...await?mak nk fb?

mak:xnk ah...nk btpe...bkn bley chat dgn sape2

ak:abah ade kn....t chat la dgn abh..klo mak gaduh ngn abah,abh kn sllu mjuk kt blik blkg n sllu je bwk hp sony dye too n onlne gna hp dlm blik snyap2...

mak:jdi?

ak:chat la dgn abh..pjuk abh gna fb je..jimat kdit...

mak:hahaahah!! (mak ktwe mcm halilintar yg kuat n xrety bhenty smpaila abah mnjerit)

abah:diam ah!mmkak..kacau jeee nk tgok bola pn xbleyh..

ak:ok bapak! cmni mak...kalo mak mjuk n gado ngn abh...anta cmni kt abah '' abg,bla bla bla

mak:hahaah! *ketawa lg dn trus ktwa n trus kluar dri blik ak*

dlm haty *salah ke pe ak ckp,,bruk sgt ke idea too??? confius2...aish..kowank xphm?k xpe..abaikn

todays entry!hahaha!
entry arini xpntg sgt pun...sesaje coz bosan thp cipan mlnde....
hmm...arini kje asyik dgr lgu,mbuang mse,borak dgn mak gelk dgn mak.criter mslh sumelah dgn mak..huhuhu....im getting better i guest.huhu...bile psg lgu je msty muncul lgu2 sedeyh..bnci so pe yg perlu dbuat ialah..plih lgu yg hardcore bru sjiwa...aty kering maaa.....dgr lgu sedeyh xdpt pe....skunk mood juz nk dgr lgu2 yg bleyh bt ak pkir bnde laen..huhuh....serbut kple nyh bile dgr lgu
1-sudah cukup sudah
2-rapuh
3-tak kan kulepaskn
4-tuhan jagakan dia...
lpaz nyh lgu pe plk
aish...oh my!skunk ny bru trsedar yg dlm lap ak nyh pnuh lgu brunsur cmni jep..huhuhu...slme nyh mgkn bley msuk..skunk sikit2 laa kot..huhuhu...
actually nk ckp!tengssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss a lot!
to my mom!yg brusaha bt ak gelak n happy......a lot of advice ..biase la..mak pnh mude..msty mak  lbh thu asam garam khdupn....
huhuhu..mak ckp,skunk along bljr btol2 jep..ak plk ckp...mak,nnty bile along nk kwen,along xnk kapel lame2 tw...bile da ase serasi trus kwen...bru ohsem..nk knl aty budi lpaz kwen lbh baek kan....mse too nk bcnte mcm org gile pn xpe kot..xsala da..YG HALAL  bg kite. :)
bile da ttulis dia jodoh kite,xde spe dpt halang,sejauh mne kite cri,sejauh mne kite kejar,kite tglkn ia dtg...sbb dia da dtkdirkn utk kite... :) kalo kite ad usaha xkn ad bnde yg xkn mbuahkn hasilnye... :)

kkdg jeles tgok org yg kwen awal,bce blog2 yg bcnte lpas kwen...xpe..bile tibe mse kite,kite akn thu bhgianye.. :) insyaallah..bdoa yg trbaek dn smga jdoh yg akn dtemui mmpu mgjr dn mbimbing kite ke jln yg lbh baek, jgn mncri kesempurnaan nye sbliknye same2 la kite mgejar ksempurnaan...

kite berdoa kpda yg maha esa smga dianugerahkn permata yg mmpu myinari hdup kite,jgn simpnkn dendam sbb bnde to xkmne sebaiknye bdoa yg trbaek kpda yg pnh mnyintai dn dcntai olh kite sbb dia mgjr kite tntg ati dn jdikn kite mnusia yg tabah dn sntiasa ingtkn allah :) maha pencipta 

skunk tepat pkul 3.30 pg..huhu..jari2 ny xbhenty nk menaip entry bru yg nth ppe...dsbbkn xde teman nk bcrita n dkongsikn..so jari2 nyh lju menaip kt cni..menaip dan trus taip ap yg drse tnpe pkir pe yg nk cube dluahkn..ap yg trsirat sume nye dkeluarkn tnpe henty....satu persatu huruf dtaip dgn pnuh cermat smbl dgr lgu yg sgt sesuai utk ddgr kt laptop pmberian abah ny,smbl too jgk otak ligat brfungsi tgn lju mnaip sgle2 nye..slme ak hdup sgtssh ak nk critakn semua mslh dgn org evn dgn org yg plg rpt sdri...mcm ak ckp (bile ek ak ckp),org knl ak,tp org xthu crite ak,,a lot of story mory yg ak pendamkn even dgn EXBF ak sdri...mslah dmi msalah ak ketepikn,ak diamkn utk jg aty sume pihak..tp knp ek?dowank xpnh pkir sblm bt kptsn...sng pergi sng bg alsan...ad tnye knp ak cmni?knp ak xlyn,knp ak sbuk,knp ak byk bsbr?xde kn? ap yg tlintas ialah..ak suke bt hal sdri dn jln trakhirnya adlh PUTUS...hbz crite..hbz mslh..so,u came give a great happiness,a great memories then leave without any reason that can i accept as a pyebb perlunye kite putus...mslh yg ak dpt tllu byk tmbh dgn 1 mslh yg mmg sng nk selesaikn tp xdselesaikn dgn cre btol...ak diam jep,ak sbr jep,sgt kuat aty nyh sbb mmpu bsbr dgn KAU! n sedikit pn xpnh ak critakn 1 bnde yg mguris aty ak slme ak dgn ko..ap yg ak tggung slme ny utk jg aty kau n sume org skliling ak..pnh ko pkir knp ak mmpu sbr dgn ko?pnh ko pkir knp ak diamkn dri ble ko bt hal dgn ak?ble ko pkir knp ak jrg mrh ko?pnh ko pkir knp ak xsuke cri psl dgn ko?pnh ko pkir n thu? ko tw x,slme ak dgn ko,ak jg sumenyer..adab ak,ak jauhkn diri dri sume org yg bley mruntuhkn hbgn ak n ko.ary2 ak mngis tp bkn sbb ko tp sbb sgle mslh yg mnjd bbanan dlm hdup ak yg ak xmmpu criter kt ko weyh..ak col ko,ak msj ko.sbb ak nk ko thu yg ak xpnh lupakn ko,ak perlukn ko..tp ko ..knp weyh bt cmni?sebz ak,curang xde dlm kamus hdup ak..sjht2 ak,ak xpnh trpkir psg sesape kt blkg ko.sebz ak,ingtn ak utk ko xpnh ilng.klo ko syg ak msty ko phm ak,msty ko thu ak ingtkn ko..ko thu x ble ko ajk jmpe,ak ase apy bgai nk gile..tp skunk ak ase ak mcm syok sdri,mcm sume yg ak cube bt utk ko xde ppe...ak mmg bkn yg trbaek utk ko...ak sedar dn sntiasa sedar...ak thu ko ad sbb sdri knp ko bt ak cmni...ak da bley trime segalnya scre plhn2...alk cube nk pdam ko dlm ingtn ak,,ak cube weyh,ak xmntk pn jd cmni..ak xmntk utk trus ingtkn ko tp mgkn ak xmmpu lupakn sepenuhnye lg..kdg2 kn,ak ckp ak ok..pdhal x..ak nk ckp yg ak perlukn ko lg.tp ak tw too sume xbmkne da...da xde bg ppe kesan..tipu klo ak ckp,ak xtggu msj n col ko..tp xpe,ak xhrpkn yg tggi sbb ak thu to xkn tjdi kn?huhu.kdg2 trmenung ingt ko,mcm2 bnde weyh..xperla...trse bodoh plk ingtkn org yg xingtkn ak.hahaha!.1 je..ak sntiasa doakn yg trbaek utk ko,dgn siapa ko hdup,ak doakn k...jga dia elok2 weyh..dia da ckup baek utk ko..itu ak thu..sbb dye mmpu gnty kn dri ak...ko tlg jgn maen2kn dye ye...jg dye,syg dn cntekn dye stulus aty ko weyh..sudah2 la dgn prgai lme ko..mulakn hdup yg lbh baek dgn plihn kau yg trakhir too...ak hrp ko mmpu gmbira dn ktwe mcm ak knl kau dlu..ak syg ko dn ttp syg ko,ak xtnjuk tp tuhan to thu.ak xpnh doakn yg bruk2 utk ko..ape pn jd to da ktentuan illahi,doakn ak dpt yg trbaek ye...tengs bg ak pluang utk hdup dgn ko...mse too da mgjr ak knl spe ko...H jd dri elok2...assalammualaikum :)

epy besday mieya :)

epy besday too me!!hahaha!wahhh!sy da 21 laaaaa......aaaaa.....da bley kwen kn kn kn kn??nk kwen laaa cmni...t lmbt2 xde org nk..hahaah! (mcm skunk ad yg nk kn...nk suh mak crikn jdoh...bcnta lpz kwen pn ok..hahaha..gatal jp)..
ok ok ok!sudah berangan...
alhamdulillh..syukur kpda mu ya allah kerana kau memberi hambamu ini pluang utk trus hdup di bumi yg telh kau sediakn utk semua makhluk yg kau ciptakn...21 thun hdup byk bnde da bljr....bsyukur sgt dberi pluang utk mliht dunia yg pnuh dgn dugaan cabaran,gembira dan tawa,kasih syg,persahabatan n semuanya...alhamdulillah :)
tengs to mak abah yg wish besday kite aritoo..syg mereka sgt3!!!trima kaseh sbb da sush2 lahirkn along,kandungkn along dn biarkn along hidup dlm dunia ny bersma mak abah yg sgt along sygi...
 kwn2 trima kash sbb wish besday kite..syg kowank sume..smga kite dbri umur yg pnjg ye...n apy2 sllu..tengs bt surprise,bt kek yg sedap too n makn sesame..n ad yg ajk keluar..tengs apy2kn ary2 kite....kite terharu sgt....xtw nk ckp pe da..huhuhu! pada yg bg hadiah!sgt3 trima kaseh..(xsgke da tua dpt lg..hahaha!truskn bg ye..lalalalala)...

see!kite da besar! im 21!

trngs mak abah :)

tengs kawan2 <3

ocs member.. :)

tengs adeq bwk akk jln2 spnjg 13/1 :)

ok..arini mule diari baru..uhx!few more days and then im gonna be 21!!argh!so freaking freak!im become more old kayh..later people will never col me as ADEQ MIA ...im pretty sure i will get many new name soon.haha!orait..for my 21st bufday..hmmm..what i would like to hve?hmm...firstly nothing secondly also nothing and it will always be nothing...
guess y?coz nothing in my life that i can label as perfect and for this year, will be a sadness bufday for me, already lost  my truly stronger,my truly person that i never expect HE was the person that always make me smile even though his not around.but yah.takdir and tuhan yg maha esa,sgle ktentuan dtntukn..people always merancang but the only one will decided...we can plan but not all the plan will be succeed! (ceewah.speaking taw pdahal ayat..jahanammm...bio jela kn,.,teman nk bljor je..sala to abaikn aw aw aw)
k...the truly is AKU SEDEYH.hahaha,,ok too jep...ni ke bukti nye ek? (dia je phm)..mnunggu dn akhirnye sendri too prit tw...gmbira dn tnpe mliht wjhnye ia btukr jd duka...mnusia xsumenye smpurna... org sllu kte lbh baek dcntai dri mnyintaikn...sbb kite pn akn bljr mnyintai org yg mncntai kite drpd kite myayangi org pdhl org too xpndg kite pn..but smetime,bile kte dcntai dn kite cube mncntai dn same2 mnctai,org yg mnctai kite gmbira kite mncntainye ttpi sedar yg kite bkn utknye stlh kite sgt mncntainye..pegi dgn alsn sdgkn kite trpingga mncri kslhn..siyes perit..tp bile da trbiasa, knp setitis airmte xmglir pdhl jauh dsudut aty kite sgt sedeyh...? mnnti akhirnye mrana...mngis tnpa airmta..senyum wlpn sbnrnye dhaty tramat duka...ktabahn aty seorg prempuan xdpt dgmbrkn....mrka mmpu sorok d mte org laen tp tidk dmte org yg bnar2 mgnlinya. :)

mslah xpnh ilng dlm khdupn harian mnusia kn,....satu persatu mslh....kkdg bile dpkirkn blik,mslah too yg akn jd kkuatan utk dri kite sbb kite thu mne yg trbaek utk dri kite dn tuhan xkn bg mslah klo kite xmmpu hdpi..kn????
knp bile kite mmerlukn seseorg,dia xde utk kite..kdg2 kite col kite msj bkn kite sgje..tpi kite perlukn dye...sgt perlukn dye.....kite perlukn dye utk critakn sglnyer....bcnta bkn utk wkto gmbira je..kdg2 dsaat duke kite perlukn dye....kte org,bile ad mslh crite...yup..tp kite perlukn org yg ssuai gk kn...xperlu nk crite kt sume org mcm nk tagih simpati knnnn.......ak xmntk ppe laaa....juz kkdg saat mmerlukn ak bhrp dye ade....jgn salahkn ak klo ak xcntact dye..ak xpnh lupe skli pn...cma kkdg ak nk ikot flow dye...dn kdg2 ak ikot flow ak...ak xnk dgr pktaan yg kurng myenangkn dri dye..ak excited ble dye lgu "JIKA DIBERIKAN KU 1 PELUANG'' bbnyi kt hp sbb to tndenyer dye yg msj....ak exctd dye col...ak exctd nk ckp borak dgn dye...wlpn da knl bthun lmenyer..xde ilgnye prsaan tooo...kkdg aty ni sakit,ak prsan klo dye tlepas ckp,tp ak diamkn je..ak prsan sumenyer tp ak diamkn aj...ak xnk cri point nk gduh pun....ak tw prgai dye mcm ner..dn sbb too laaa ak mlz nk gduh...byk bnde yg ak xluahkn lg dn itu smmgnyer xbleyh dcatatkn dsni..ary2 ak bdoa agr tuhan kuatkn aty ny..kentalkn jiwa nyh supya ak mmpu lalui ary2 ny dgn baek......insyaallah...