ok..arini mule diari baru..uhx!few more days and then im gonna be 21!!argh!so freaking freak!im become more old kayh..later people will never col me as ADEQ MIA ...im pretty sure i will get many new name soon.haha!orait..for my 21st bufday..hmmm..what i would like to hve?hmm...firstly nothing secondly also nothing and it will always be nothing...
guess y?coz nothing in my life that i can label as perfect and for this year, will be a sadness bufday for me, already lost  my truly stronger,my truly person that i never expect HE was the person that always make me smile even though his not around.but yah.takdir and tuhan yg maha esa,sgle ktentuan dtntukn..people always merancang but the only one will decided...we can plan but not all the plan will be succeed! (ceewah.speaking taw pdahal ayat..jahanammm...bio jela kn,.,teman nk bljor je..sala to abaikn aw aw aw)
k...the truly is AKU SEDEYH.hahaha,,ok too jep...ni ke bukti nye ek? (dia je phm)..mnunggu dn akhirnye sendri too prit tw...gmbira dn tnpe mliht wjhnye ia btukr jd duka...mnusia xsumenye smpurna... org sllu kte lbh baek dcntai dri mnyintaikn...sbb kite pn akn bljr mnyintai org yg mncntai kite drpd kite myayangi org pdhl org too xpndg kite pn..but smetime,bile kte dcntai dn kite cube mncntai dn same2 mnctai,org yg mnctai kite gmbira kite mncntainye ttpi sedar yg kite bkn utknye stlh kite sgt mncntainye..pegi dgn alsn sdgkn kite trpingga mncri kslhn..siyes perit..tp bile da trbiasa, knp setitis airmte xmglir pdhl jauh dsudut aty kite sgt sedeyh...? mnnti akhirnye mrana...mngis tnpa airmta..senyum wlpn sbnrnye dhaty tramat duka...ktabahn aty seorg prempuan xdpt dgmbrkn....mrka mmpu sorok d mte org laen tp tidk dmte org yg bnar2 mgnlinya. :)